hujan yg turn sejak brbulan lame nye akhir nya telah brhenti....syukur ku hdrat Ilahi kerna sinar mentari pg ini trbit jua dr ufuk timur....tiada kta yg mmpu ku ucap mlaenkn ksyukurn mniti di bibr.....bgitu lme hjn tuh jtuh.....hngga akhirnya bah kwsn tuh.......menggoyangkn sgnap bgnan.....dan ada kala nye trsungkr.......moga mentari nyh akn trus mnyinari......kerna dye lar sumber chya.......sumber kekuatn buat kwsn nyh........padaMu Ilahi.....syukur.....alhamdulillah.....akhrnye mentari tuh mncul jua.....terima kaseh Tuhan.....
btapa indah mentari tuh.....xkn skaly2 ku abaikn nye......akn ku semat stiap memori bersma dgn mentari trsebut....kerna mentari tuh adlh sesuatu yg indh.....wlaupn x terkluar dgn kta2.....cme hnya dgn rsa yg lhir dr aty tuls ku......memerhti mentari tuh dr jauh......dan mrsai bhang nye sudh cukp utk uat aq bnar2 rse bhgia.....whai mentari......tetp setia lar brsme ku.....mniti ary brsme......mmbuatkn ku rse bhgia......mnghlngkn sgla hjn yg mnuruni lembh ini......terima kasih mentari......atas usaha mu.....terima kasih atas segala-gala nya......
p/s :::>> aq trlalu cntakn kindhan alam ini.....mfkn aq andai ade antara klian yg mnyalhkn ku......indhnye alam tetp trsemat dlm aty aq hngga ke akhir nya....huhuhu...
aq skekn bntang......aq skekn mentari.....aq skekn alam nyh........
alhamdulillah.....
wishes of days 1another picts....
de today story 2
starting wif my skandal.....opppsss.....stg kne mrh lark.....hehe....grau jek.....
tanx a lot sbb sgt fhm ngn cik nad......cik nad sgt hrgai usha diz prson....
dats y i luv him.....hehehhe......jgn jeles sume......
hehheeh.....
me....hehehe.....cm cyan jek muke.....heheehe......edit yg trlebih....hahahha......
diz are so sweet.....hehehe.....
de hyperaktf ones.....hehehe.....amek gmbr pown x bleyh duduk diam.....hehheheh.....
me wif en.januri & en.rodi....de select at dat night was my tdung yg x jd......ntah pape cik nad nyh.....hheehehe.....jnji njoy....haahhaha......
a letter 4 u~
wishes of days 2My dearst luv.....
I really luv u abg.....even kte dh xde pape.....huhuhu....right now i miss all de moment we are 2gther.....relly2....u not know sum story dat i never told u.....its sve in my down of the heart......even u do whateve u want to do 2wards me.....even u don’t luv me anymore.....even u hate wat all i’m duink....i really luv u.....since i see u.....since i know u my luv.....i relly hope dat u will be my sole....my inspiration in wteve i’m duink....my heart 2 me for livng....my sunshine of my day.....but u always told me don’t put dat too much hope on u.....2 make it worst, i never ever feel to stop in hoping of u my luv....i know i will suffering for wat i’m duink.....but i can’t stop it.....i can’t make my heart zero from luving u....how stupid i’m???everyday dats people said to me....to whom i wiil share with???no one my luv....i juz be alone.....i have to survive with all in myself.....and i one of human....someday i frustrated.....i lost in diz luving world of us......i hate myself.....i regret wat i’m duink......i really luv u.....i will and will luv u foreve my luv....
My abg syg........
I found u since my frst day at diz place.....i saw u for first sight....and u make me feel attracted with u....i never know u....but i want to know u.....i keep and keep watching u from far my luv....and it seems like right now.....for our first kerjasama make me having de rse bngga....sbb i can intraction with u.....i know we are duink our work....but x slh law smbil mnyelam mnum air kn???hehe....and from dat i know u my luv.....about u....about my feeling 2 u....then, u give de positif respond......how happy i’m dats day....the day dat u buat pngisytiharan about us.....i never luv sum1 like u....relly2.....my heart n my mind always with u.....even we not keep in touch.....u teach me everything.....2 be confident in wat i’m duink.....2 be brave i wat the action i take.....n most u teach me is jgn pksa dry.....i never pkse my dry in my life with u....i really happy in dat moments....and i wish it i will get back....(but i know i can’t....it juz my dream....can u fulfill it my luv???i really hope so....)all de rntangan kte srvive sme2.....and of course our problem dat we solve 2gther my luv....i remember each seconds of it.....and i hope at still in my heart for all my life.....
My baby boy.........
I relly shock when u talking about clash during our luvly dinner.....and wat i supposed 2 do????i relly don’t know my luv.....i want to cry there....to yell at u dat i luv u.....but i can’t....n that’s moment my lips smile at u....then u relized how happy i’m for u duink 2 make me out of my derita....but u don’t know my heart dear....it’s hurt....i know it’s happened to u too....i see from u’r eyes.....and dats y until 2day i can’t see u’r eyes because it make me remind of dat moments.....my saying 2wards u there juz to tutp wat exactly my heart said....i can’t let u go.....i never wish like diz.....i never hope for dats.....but wat i supposed 2 do????i juz have u.....and u want to go away.....abg....plez....jgn tngglkn syg.....dats my heart said...and it repeated in my dream of u.....and of cos until 2day my luv......i really need u.....plezzzz.....be part of my heart again....i can’t srvive lke diz....i want u.....i luv u my luv....with all my heart.....
My hubby.......
2day is 1 year and half of our relationship.....i never failed 2 count each second i’m wif u my luv.....n i keep counting......i wish u epy anniversary my luvly abg syg....and i hope dat we can celebrate it 2gther.....i luv u my luv.....i luv u so mch....i luv u with all my heart....i juz want u as my luv....i know its hard for u.....but for my last wish....i wanna be with my abg syg back.....i really wanna it.....i luv u n i miss u so mch abg syg.....
(alangkh indahnya andai syg dpt luahkn kt abg sume nyh.....nmun syg x mmpu banggg.....maafkn syg......ntah knpe wlaupn taw abg nekad syg tetp trhegeh2 kn abg......mmg x taw mlu kn syg nyh....huhuhu....xpe lar.....smpai msenye nty syg akn undur dry.....nmun aty syg tetp mlik abg wlaupn syg xde di sisi abg......kalau sudi knangilh saat kte brsme ble syg xde dh nty ea......tp law abg nk buang jauh2 pown syg fhm....syg trlalu cntakn abg....mfkn syg banggg......)
